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Hi! I'm Anna Szabo. This Christian ministry is dedicated to helping alleviate suicide among women globally by sharing hope in Christ. My Christian blog, podcast, and products - everything is done by me. There are no employees, no freelancers, just me and God, that's the dream team here. Get involved and support this ministry financially. I personally built this website, created my three shops, designed almost 200 Christian products to encourage you, wrote books to empower you, I produce a weekly Christian podcast and film, as well as edit and publish, each video you see on my YouTube channel. Support my ministry by making a donation.

About Anna Szabo

I help women see themselves the way God sees them. I'm an award-winning author and speaker, so book me to share hope at your next event.

I'm a Christian poet, artist, and the host of The Anna Szabo Show podcast. My new book of Christian bedtime stories called "How Princess Lana Developed Faith and Fortitude" is available on Amazon. Princess Lana fairytales collection is autobiographical and represents my journey from a mail-ordered bride to a child of God.

My passion for ministry comes from experiencing adversity and surviving things like childhood abuse, molestation, two suicide attempts, rape, teen pregnancy, miscarriage at 17, alcoholism, sexual addiction, domestic violence, narcissistic abuse, divorce, and homelessness. I had a really tough life, there's no other way to put it. Many times, I didn't want to live at all. Yes, I'm talking about suicide. There was a hole in my heart until I met Jesus. And now I see how God uses all things together for good. He continuously gives me beauty for ashes.

I grew up in Russia and was raised by a family of alcoholics where adultery and violence were a daily norm. Abuse, poverty, rejection, and lack of wise counsel left me traumatized and confused. I didn't know who I was or whose I was. My primary caregiver - my mom - was hateful, violent, and cruel. I never had a father. I was searching for identity, acceptance, and belonging everywhere - in all the wrong places for many years. That's how I found Jesus: weeping on my knees in the middle of my living room. I remember that night in April of 2014. City lights, soft carpet, and tears rolling down my face. Christ entered into my heart and changed my life forever. He took my pain, anger, and confusion away. And instead, Jesus gave me a burning desire to share the Gospel. I got baptized a few months later in front of 3,000 people at Buckhead Church on October 19th, 2014. My life isn't perfect by any means. Yet, with Jesus, I have a peaceful life filled with joy.

Online Discipleship For Women is a Christian ministry for women focused on the six pillars of joyful living, which were revealed to me by God on the journey I share here. Everything on this website is based on the fundamentals of identity: I believe that understanding who you are in Christ has the power to transform your character, lifestyle, and future. That's what transformed me from a mail-ordered bride to a child of God.

If you accepted Jesus as your lord and savior, you and I are both princesses! Welcome, Princess!

p.s: If you're looking for Christian speakers to make your upcoming event unforgettable, invite me to deliver a message of hope.

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Christian Discipleship

Matthew 18:20 says this: "For where two or three gather in my name, there I am with them."

I was not raised in church. In fact, I struggled with sexual addiction for years, but in 2014, I gave my life to Jesus. I believe that being in God’s Word daily is the key to joy and peace. Christian discipleship is a pursuit of God's truth. Intentional discipleship doesn't dismiss the human condition. My discipleship pathway took me from addiction and suicidal depression straight into God's truth and purpose. Being in the Word while going through severe depression and debilitating suicidal thoughts in 2016 and 2017, I was able to get through adversity by focusing on Jesus and God’s eternal promises.

That’s why I created Online Discipleship For Women. My mission is to alleviate suicide among women globally by sharing hope in Christ. Share this message with a woman who needs to hear it now.

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Six Pillars of Joy

Anna Szabo's 6 pillars of joyful living on Online Discipleship For Women - FAITH


Faith is your mind. It’s what you believe about who you are, why you’re here, and where you’re going.
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Food is your nutrition. In the Bible, Daniel’s plant-based vegan habits gave him superior strength.
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Fitness is your body, a temple of the Holy Spirit. The Bible says we must honor God with our bodies.
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Anna Szabo's 6 pillars of joyful living on Online Discipleship For Women - FINANCES


Finances are your freedom from debt slavery as the borrower is a slave to the lender.
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Felicity is your cheerful and blissful attitude. The joy of the Lord is yours, reach out for it now.
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Anna Szabo's 6 pillars of joyful living on Online Discipleship For Women - FORTITUDE


Fortitude is your courage in pain and adversity. Going through difficult seasons, trust in the Lord.
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Prayer Request

Prayer Request

Christian discipleship is about praying and casting our anxieties on God who cares. A prayer request is the best way to invite me to lift you up in prayer. Prayer is key to intentional discipleship.
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Christian Meditation

Christian Meditation

Christian discipleship is about meditating on God's Word. Biblical meditation is a way to abide in Christ by pondering His teachings, taking them to heart, and allowing them to change us.
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Devotionals for Women

Devotionals for Women

Christian discipleship is about pondering Biblical truth. Devotionals are an effective spiritual practice, which leads to peace and joy, allowing you to embrace and apply God's truth.
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Depression and Suicide story of Anna Szabo

Depression and Suicide

Christian discipleship is the pursuit of God's purpose. Intentional discipleship examines the human condition. My discipleship pathway took me out of suicidal depression into God's purpose.
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Christian Podcast

Christian Podcast

Christian discipleship is about intentionally focusing on God's word and applying it to everyday life. My pathway of intentional discipleship gave birth to The Anna Szabo Show podcast.
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Abstract Art

Christian discipleship is about communion with God. When we open up our hearts and invite Him in, He transforms us. My discipleship led to creating "Paintings With Tales."
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Sex Addiction - Anna Szabo of Online Discipleship for Women

Sex Addiction

Christian discipleship is about speaking truth in love. I had people helping me on my discipleship pathway. They spoke truth in love, my sexual addiction was revealed, and God intervened.
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Debt Free Living - Anna Szabo of Online Discipleship for Women

Debt-Free Journey

Christian discipleship is about practicing God's way of living. My discipleship pathway led to realizing that debt is slavery. Intentional discipleship resulted in my pursuit of debt-free living.
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Spiritual Gifts

Christian discipleship is about sharing spiritual gifts. My intentional discipleship led to receiving many gifts! This ministry is one of them. My heart's desire is to share all my gifts with you.
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Spoken Word Poetry

Spoken Word Poetry

Christian discipleship is about sharing the Gospel as we look at our life from the perspective of God's truth. My discipleship pathway led to receiving "Poems From God" and becoming a poet.
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Narcissistic Abuse Recovery - a story of Anna Szabo of Online Discipleship for Women #52Devotionals

Narcissistic Abuse

Christian discipleship is about leaning on God in adversity. As I was enduring Narcissistic Abuse in my marriage, I leaned on God, He drew me close, and taught me who I am in Christ.
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Self-Care Tips

Self-Care Tips

Christian discipleship is about honoring God with our body and mind: sleeping to rest, eating to heal, exercising to energize, and meditating to renew. Self-care helps us appreciate God's blessings.
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Dry Fasting: No Food and No Water

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Water fasting - Benefits and Dangers

Water Fasting: Benefits and Dangers

Get answers to the questions about water fasting. Learn about my experience of fasting on water 10 times. Hear real-life healing stories. Examine the science of fasting.

Water Fasting for Self Care

24 Hour Water Fast

Learn how a 24 hour water fast can help you stay healthy, young, and fit. I’ve completed a 1 day fast 9 times in 2 years! Here are science-proved water fasting benefits!